1 hour until I’m 17 ♥ this past year has really been so much better than the year before, I’ve had a lot of happy moments and I’ve met people that I consider my best friends today. I left toxic people behind and have tried to be glad about the little things.
On top of this I’m sure that 2014 is gonna be an amazing year :) I’m gonna see The 1975, Casper and Miley Cyrus, I’m gonna go to Dublin and London with my best friends and everything is just so much better than like 2 years ago. It’s not perfect, but it’s better.
it probably seems like I cry over stupid shit but tbh I usually end up crying because I’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when I’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like I busted a hole in the hoover dam
I think it’s really fucked up how so many teenagers are alone and sad and having panic attacks in their room while their parents watch TV, and how a lot of those teenagers have had relatively normal childhoods, yet there’s this huge boom of depression and mental disorders, and its just dumb how we’ve turned into a generation labeled ‘reckless’ but really, we’re only reckless with ourselves